"Mad at God?" July 31 Readings: Job 11-12, Acts 23:12–35, Psalm 89:21–27, Proverbs 19:5–6

 

 

Reading the Bible in 2023

Each day this year we will read a selection from the Old Testament, the New Testament, a portion of the Psalms, and part of Proverbs. By the end of the year, you will have read the entire Bible. We read this way to give you a bit of variety. In reading four portions of God's word in a day, one of them is bound to speak to your life!

NOTE: if you get behind, do not give up. Read today's readings and try to catch up when you have a chance. The goal is not to "accomplish a task" but to meet God in his word. Read the word. Also, if you are short on time, READ GOD'S WORD and skip my devotional!

Bible Readings: Job 11-12, Acts 23:12–35, Psalm 89:21–27, Proverbs 19:5–6

    Scriptures linked to Bible Gateway in ESV version 

Daily Devotional:  Mad at God? 

Have you ever been mad at God?

Of course, you were raised in the church and you know better than to call it that, right? You are discouraged, depressed, downhearted, disappointed - I am running out of words that start with d! Life hasn't gone the way you want and you feel you've gotten a raw deal. You may take it out on your spouse and kids, or on the guy who cuts you off in traffic.

But at the root of it, the person you are angry at is God. You thought if you gave your life to him he would come through in ways he hasn't. You thought he would provide things he hasn't provided, deliver in ways he hasn't delivered, and protect you from things he hasn't protected you from.

I've gone through times in my life when I was mad at God - deep in my heart. I might not have admitted it to myself, but that is where I was. Angry. Upset. Hurt. Why, God?

I remember a time during my previous pastorate when I was invited to a "party" at the church. I was in a deep funk and didn't want to be around anyway. I wanted to stay home but had to go. When I did I sequestered myself in my office because I didn't want to be around anyone else. All my expectations at that church had come crashing down around me. After a time of genuine revival and renewal, there was one crisis after another arising - out of nowhere. At one point I counted 8 major problems that had arisen within the congregation and I couldn't understand it. I felt like God had let me down.

At that moment, though, I didn't realize that was what I was feeling. I was blue and I hated life! So, I hid in my office. There was a knock on the door and all the young couples came inside. I found out that this was not just a party, it was a "Pastor Appreciation" party. I felt stupid!

Job knew what it was like to blame God for the bad times in his life. As his three "friends" dropped the hammer on him, as they blamed him and said that his problems were his own fault, God's punishment for his sin, Job began to lose hope and lose perspective. He was growing angry at God. There were two things that Job knew.

1) He knew that God was in control and that what was happening to him was not outside of God's sovereign work.

Which of all these does not know

that the hand of the Lord has done this?  Job 12:9

Though Satan was the agent of destruction, God permitted the suffering for his own reasons and never shirked responsibility. We ought never to assume when we suffer that somehow Satan did an end-run around the plan of God. Job did well to remember that God is in charge in this world.

2) He had forgotten the goodness of God!

He had lost sight of the fact that the sovereign God is also the good God. 

Whatever he tears down cannot be rebuilt;

whoever he imprisons cannot be released.

When he withholds water, everything dries up,

and when he releases it, it destroys the land. Job 12:14-15

The God he had joyfully worshiped is now a God who "tears down" and "imprisons." He works to dry up a man's life - to "withhold." He no longer believes that God has his best interests at heart. Read verses 16-25. It is not that these verses are inherently untrue - God does at times bring down the haughty and arrogant. But the problem here is that Job now views God as a capricious and cruel God who is messing with him for entertainment. 

Life makes it hard to hold on to both of these truths. God is God and God is good. He is the sovereign ruler of this world and he is a good God. There are many times when my life gives no evidence of that goodness. When Job's life lost evidence of God's goodness he stopped believing in it. We must hold on to this belief by faith when we cannot know it by sight. 

When there is little evidence in my life of the relentless goodness of God when I cannot see how this impossible situation can work out when I do not understand how God can bring his glory and my good from this tragedy when I'm losing hope and out of joy - that is when I need to hold on to the hope of Jesus by faith. I need to believe the Bible and what it says. I need to hold on to the truth that God will reveal himself in time!

Time and again I have wondered what God is doing and even gotten angry at circumstances (and yes, at times at God). Then God worked all things for good and saw how foolish I had been. All the things I thought were God's punishment were his rod and staff guiding me! He is a good shepherd. My job is to stop being such a difficult sheep!

Father, next time, help me to trust you and remember that you are good, even when I cannot see it!

Consider God's Word:

Did one of these passages speak strongly to you today? Which one? 

Is there sin in your life that needs to be confessed and dealt with that was revealed in one of these passages? 

Is there a struggle in your life that one of these passages spoke to? 

Have you ever (in your deepest heart) been angry at God, at your life?
Do you remember and hold on to the goodness of God or do you forget and give in to despair?
Do you trust God even when you cannot SEE what he is doing?